Tuesday, December 8, 2009

The Wonder of His Love

God has been near to me lately, sensibly near. His love and intentions to have me as his own have continued to come to the fore in my thinking and affections. I recently got the newest David Crowder* Band album Church Music, in which, one of the many things they work through is meditating on the pursuing love of God. Through this my thoughts have been drawn to think on verses like Ephesians 2:4 "God, being rich in mercy, because of the great love with which he loved us." It's struck me afresh lately, through the ministry of the Holy Spirit (Romans 5:5) that God didn't simply do this whole redemption thing to save us, or begrudgingly, but he desired us. Not generally, but uniquely. He wanted us with him. I imagine this is the doctrine of election from an experiential level.

Part of this has been for me an overwhelming sense of God's nearness in love during times of prayer. It seems as though he rushes in on me. I'm prone to feel an awareness of my faults, but in looking to him I see the invitation to gaze upon him through Jesus Christ. In some ways it has seemed like a stretching of the soul, a delightful enjoyment of his mercies to me: Looking at my sin and seeing Christ take it on willingly; seeing him plead for me on the cross; enjoying the completed forgiveness and pure intentional grace from God bringing me near to him. Below is a poem that came out of one of these times of prayer the other night.

He to me a stamped of rain;
A tumult of an exhausted wave
My soul. Expanding, contracting,
Birthing I look to Him:
....A deep stair, eyes penetrating
....Flesh is malleable here; souls are eternal.
He to me gave himself on wood
A scarlet brambling brook
Dying. Serendipitous sobriety
My severe eye overflows.
....Rampant, heavy, breathing hushed;
....Nearer. Emmanuel, nearer still.
No title yet. God seeks us out. Redemption and all the glories of Christ, might I remind you, were His idea in the first place. God manifesting his glory in creation isn't an extra way to bring in the praise (like a pay check). In the fellowship of the Eternal Trinity God had profound, deep, satisfying praise for himself already. But he desired to bring us in on the concert on his own account. This, my friends, is the awesome wonder of the love of God.

Friday, November 20, 2009

How to confess like a legalist

  1. Have no sorrow for sin, only fixation. A man may well see himself as a sinner and only have a metal tablet of law in the room of examination instead of the God of the universe. A true sense of sin must see it in relation to God, the personal Triune God who is offended by his defamation in our sin.
  2. Have no joy hoped for, only the desire for the burden of condemnation lifted. We are called into enjoying God and in sin we turn from that. True sorrow for sin consists of seeing our fellowship with God broken and longs for its restoration. Should one merely desire the weight of condemnation lifted they might as well stop being a Christian.
  3. View confession and agony of sin as atonement. The legalist has no view of the Cross in its finished accomplishments because it would rather view its own agony and confession (to self and others) as satisfying the laws demand of sin. It is a small view pretending to wear big cloths. The legalist here is finally shown for what he is: an atheist. There is no room for the God of Abraham, Issac and Jacob; the perfect life and righteousness of Christ; no cross; no death; no resurrection; no victory; no union with Christ. The legalist has no need of God for he is his own god.
Since, therefore, we have now been justified by his blood, much more shall we be saved by him from the wrath of God. For if while we were enemies we were reconciled to God by the death of his Son, much more, now that we are reconciled, shall we be saved by his life. More than that, we also rejoice in God through our Lord Jesus Christ, through whom we have now received reconciliation.
~ Romans 5:9-11
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(These are a few thoughts from earlier this week. I woke up having this weight of condemnation and began to eventually think through what exactly I was wanting in my condemnation. I was acting like a legalist and looking to confess my sin as a legalist. So I started writing down observations to help direct my soul to the Gospel. Surely there is more to be said - and probably better said - so feel free to share thoughts or corrections)

Tuesday, November 3, 2009

Thy rod and thy staff they comfort me.

Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death...

I don't know why, but the sorrow just won't go away. Tomorrow will be three months since we found out we were pregnant; which means that it's been two and a half months since we miscarried. It's strange, my attention for the longest time was towards Michelle - helping her walk through the sorrow and pain. I don't think I lost sight of caring for my own soul before the Lord - there were several nights on my face before God. But lately the miscarriage has continued to be a struggle.

In the midst of sorrow, especially prolonged sorrow, the heart becomes difficult to discern. The questions constantly swarm: Am I angry at God about this? Am I legitimately sorrowful about this? Am I throwing my fist at God? Am I jealous of my friends? Why did God do things like this? Why did he take our baby?

I will fear no evil: for thou art with me...

From here I crawl, scrap, drag myself in prayer to Jesus: "Jesus, my Lord, I don't understand what I feel. This stuff is hard. You know how to discern my heart better than I do. Take away the sin. Sanctify the pain. Hold me up, help me trust in you for today. Just today. Grace for today."

I have made the habit of excluding "God" from my mouth when talking to unbelievers and inserting "Jesus". This is for a couple reasons, but the main one is this: I hold to Jesus, my Savior and God, who is ever with me by his Spirit. I cry to Jesus. I take joy in Jesus. I trust in Jesus. I look to seeing Jesus. He is God's steadfast love and faithfulness (link Ex. 34:6 and John 1:17).

I have felt deep battles and drownings in depression at times in the wake of the miscarriage. I think this is a season of deep weakness. But honestly, at the same time I have not felt more deeply met in prayer by a sense of Jesus love. As I've gone to him, he's met me. He's faithful.

Thy rod and thy staff they comfort me.

One of the more stark realities of the Bible and our hope of the new heaven and new earth is that we really are never promised to know why God does what he does. The hope of the eschaton isn't that we'll finally understand why God worked all things the way he did. No, we're simply promised that he will whip our tears away and make all things new. I don't mean to be contentious, certainly the possibility is there, but the Biblical promise is that Jesus will be enough. Not Jesus + explanation. It's a counseling mistake to say we'll understand why God did X in the end - that is not our hope. Jesus is.

God leads us through all things as his children on the promise of his sustained character. That doesn't change. The victory of Jesus crushing sin by the gushing of his blood; that doesn't change. Why did God take our baby amidst such satisfaction in answered prayer? That answer is never promised, directly. Indirectly, God promises in Romans 8 that in union with Christ we have only loving acts from God to us. Was the taking of our baby loving? Yes. God's character never changes, all of his acts towards us are always loving. Even ones without explanation. I don't understand why he did things this way. Sure there are hunches, things I've learned. But do I really want to say that the lessons learned were better than the life of a child? Such things are to high for me to consider (Psalm 131:1). I leave those thoughts to God - possibly forever. Jesus is my only hope.

The miscarriage has been hard. It has been a blow from his rod. But his strikes have been for my good and his glory because God says so. They comfort me because I'm turned to see Jesus as my hope. With tears and pain I will kiss the rod, and call it blessed, for it has kept me near to Jesus.

Friday, October 30, 2009

No Lesser Fountain!

Just a quick quote:

God has so constituted man, implanting in him such a capacity for happiness, and such boundless and immortal desires for its possession, as can find their full enjoyment only in infinity itself. He never designed that the intelligent and immortal creature should sip its bliss at a lower fountain than himself. ~ Octavius Winslow, Personal Declension and Revival of Religion in the Soul, p. 41-42

Monday, October 26, 2009

Exploiting God for All Joy

(A journal meditation from this mornings reading in James 1.)

Count trials of various kinds 'all joy' for it produces a faith that is steadfast. For faith to endure, it must be filled with joy. For growth in godliness it must have this deep undertow of joy-filled-persevering faith. Joy (all joy) is the only right response to a God 'who gives generously to all without reproach.' Fear or reproach is not love, and is not the perfected 'all joy' that grows in persistent confidence before the father in loving requests (1 John 4:18). We must grow in exploiting the generosity of God in a desire for the things of God. That is the only way of truly loving God. This is the right way of counting trials of various kinds 'all joy' - more opportunities to exploit God's generosity to those whom he himself has saved by his power to himself (James 1:18). God saved us that we might exploit his grace continually to have those things that true love for God demands: preserving faith, wisdom, joy, godliness, and steadfastness. Let us exploit God to be like God - filled with 'all joy'.

Monday, October 5, 2009

God, the First Theologian

A small thought from class has been this simple yet profound truth: God is the first theologian. If we understand (rightly, I think) that "theology" is "words about God", then in light of God's trinitarian nature, God is the first theologian. God speaks his glory and his wonder before any human engagement of God. It is, as we might observe, God's inherent nature to speak about God - "In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God" (John 1:1).

It is in God's self-contained communication and enjoyment of himself that we find rest then to know God. God sees all that he is and finds it not only good, but delightful and the most worthy thing to speak about. If I might say this, that is why the Son is so massively important to God - it is God's communication and enjoyment of himself taken on personality. That is a massive thought to me, and one that makes me pause from saying more to give it further thought (though I know it's how Edward's formulated the Trinity - here).

But let us dwell on this - when we think about God, when we think true thoughts about him, we are thinking God's thoughts after him (a phrase Van Til made famous, which actually comes - in my reading - from Bavinck, though certainly it could be older). God thinks clear thoughts about himself. God sees, communicates, and receives clearly and rationally all that he is. That is fundamental to the doctrine of the Trinity; that is what it means for God to be the first theologian. God writes in himself the grandest and deepest theological volume ever - that's right, before Calvin, Augustine, and Paul even come close to hitting the scene. (Just a thought - his book consists of actual, real time 3D people - ahem, one is reading this right now - who have a manual for understanding him. God doesn't write fiction.)

God's thoughts about himself are self-contained. Therefore, all my thoughts about God are an act of mercy. Thus, it is through his Word to me that I see his kindness and mercy - and assurance merely through the presence of the Bible that God wants me to know him. The Bible is itself a beacon of hope that God does not want me to stay how I am - in my sick, twisted, wreck of a life. He wants me to know him, and he loved this wicked life so much that he gave his Son to die for my sin in my place for the wrath I deserved so that I can know this wonderful God who loves and enjoys his glory, and wants me to enjoy it to.

Meditation
For God to be the first theologian means that all aspects of my life are ruled by theology. Why? Because all of God's thoughts are God-centered, therefore all of my thoughts (being created in his image) are God-centered as well. And yet, I seek to deify myself and reject God as being the source and center of my being. We commonly know this practice as sin (fyi). And now the deep reality - for God to be the first theologian, and for me to be chief plagiarizing theologian, means I need a mediating theologian. I need the theology of mediation - who is the incarnate Word, Jesus Christ (John 1:14). What all of this massive reality of God as first theologian means is this: I NEED the Gospel. I therefore tremble before the Gospel, in desperate need and dependence. How often do you fall on your face before the living, majestic God after reading dense, deep, instructive, important theological works? (You should try it some time - it makes the theology make more sense.)

With God as the first theologian, David's Psalm makes a little more sense: "in your light do we see light" (Psalm 36:9). Because God thinks about himself clearly, we can think about him clearly. That's a helpful and deeply comforting truth to battle our relativistic, post-modern doubts. How can we know truth? We can know Truth rightly because Truth knows itself; Truth is self-conscious.

Therefore, when my emotions, depression, doubts, sin, fear all assail my soul, how can I survive? By looking to God's theologizing about himself - the Bible; a 3D book about God.

How firm a foundation, ye saints of the Lord,
Is laid for your faith in His excellent Word!
What more can He say than to you He hath said,
You, who unto Jesus for refuge have fled?

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

The Dependent Character of Theology

Last week in class we started out by doing a general overview of what we're covering in the course, and set some basic foundations for the content. One of the best things - and main emphasis - of what we talked about was the fundamentally dependent nature of theology. Dr. Garner read the following quote to the class which I found very powerful:

In this sense we speak of a dependent character for Theology. When an absolute stranger falls into the hands of the police, which is no infrequent occurrence anywhere, and steadfastly refuses to utter a single syllable, the police face an enigma which they cannot solve. They are entirely dependent upon the will of that stranger either to reveal or not to reveal knowledge of himself. And this is true in an absolute sense of the Theologian over against his God. He cannot investigate God. There is nothing to analyze. There are no phenomena from which to draw conclusions. Only when that wondrous God will speak, can he listen. And thus the Theologian is absolutely dependent upon the pleasure of God, either to impart or not to impart knowledge of Himself. Even verification is here absolutely excluded. When a man reveals something of himself to me, I can verify this, and if necessary pass criticism upon it. But when the Theologian stands in the presence of God, and God gives him some explanation of His existence as God, every idea of testing this self-communication of God by something else is absurd; hence, in the absence of such a touchstone,. there can be no verification, and consequently no room for criticism. This dependent character, therefore, is not something accidental, but essential to Theology. As soon as this character is lost, there is no more Theology, even though an investigation of an entirely different kind still adorns itself with the theological name. In his entire Theology the Theologian must stand in the presence of God as his God, and as soon as for a single instant he looks away from the living God, in order to engage himself with an idea about God over which he will sit as judge, he is lost in phraseology, because the object of his knowledge has already vanished from his view. As you cannot kneel in prayer before your God as worshipper, in any other way except as dependent upon Him, so also as Theologian you can receive no knowledge of God when you refuse to receive your knowledge of Him in absolute dependence upon Him. (Abraham Kuyper, Encyclopedia of Sacred Theology, 251-52)
There are two important things to note from this passage:

Our theology, for it to be true, must be based on God revealing Himself. This is to say that we cannot postulate and speculare up into a true knowledge of God. "The fear of the Lord is the beginning of knowledge" (Proverbs 1:7). We must first look for God as God over us before we can know anything further about God (his attributes, character, personality, etc.). God must speak for us to know anything about him. What Kuyper nails in this passage is that if God does not speak about himself, there is no ground for knowing anything about him. We know God because he's gracious. We know God because he loves revealing himself. And why does he love revealing himself? Because he loves making his glory great, for "from him and through him and to him are all things. To him be glory forever. Amen" (Romans 11:36). Because God's revelation of himself is the only way we can know him, the thought of testing that knowledge against anything else is absolutely absurd, and fundamentally a misstep of faith. Why? Because when we want to test something to see if its true, we test it against things that it is like. You test the testimony of one person on an event against another person on an event; you test the accuracy of a gun against the accuracy of another gun. So how will you test the revelation of God? Against... another god's revelation? If God speaks, his "Word is truth" (John 17:17), and as such, there is no other truth or word to test it against. We receive - we depend on God to reveal himself, and we believe. It is a joy to know the Word of God and receive him in joy (isn't that one of the underlying themes of Psalm 119?).

Secondly, When we deviate from looking to God to reveal himself in a dependent character, we commit idolatry. This is a point more for meditation than exposition, but consider: When we say, "God's Word is not sufficient to know God", what are we fundamentally doing? Among many things, we are then putting our judgment above God's, and making an idol after our own image of what we think God should be. This is at least one of the things Paul underlines in Romans 1:18ff - When people reject God on God's terms, they raise up themselves and an idol to worship like themselves. When we turn from receiving God, dependent on him, longing for his Word and revelation - when we turn from this view of theology, we automatically start creating an image of God that we can control, we commit idolatry.

So, in light of that, I'd encourage you to re-read Kuyper's quote.

Meditation
What this means for my soul is that it impresses upon me the importance of prayer in theological work as in the rest of life. The Lord says, "But this is the one to whom I will look: he who is humble and contrite in spirit and trembles at my word" (Isaiah 66:2). "You have said, 'Seek my face.' My heart says to you, 'Your face, Lord, do I seek' (Psalm 27:8). The aim of God in my life is for me to seek his face, to know him in prayer and quietness. To know him for all that he is and all that subsiquently says about me - which should drive me to trembling prayer. The knowledge of God, even in an academic setting, should set me on edge, trembling for how great he is. What a severe glory - I can only know God on his terms. This underlines his sovereignty and puts his grace in Technicolor. The mouth requires the hand atop it, for there is nothing else to do here. Silence and prayer before this God whom I love to know. Does this not put new depths to Jesus saying, "The words that I have spoken to you are spirit and life" (John 6:63)? Let us come before this God, who in the fullness of time sent His Son that we might be reconciled from our sin and idolatry by His blood to have fellowship and knowledge of Him.

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What I'm thinking of doing is posting from week to week on what I'm learning in class - at least a part of it. If that's something you'd like for me to do, please leave a comment, it helps me know if what I'm posting is actually helpful to people.

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

They also serve who only stand and wait

In a conversation with a friend last night, I was reminded of this poem shared with me a while back. It was sent my way in a time when I felt I was wasting my time waiting around to see what God was doing with my life. The poem itself comes from the great, John Milton. If you haven't read anything by him, stay tuned, his poem starts in T minus... The poem is called "On His Blindness", written at a point in Milton's life when he had finally gone completely blind - a bad wrap for someone's who's occupation mainly consisted of writing and reading. So, here's the poem, take a few reads if you need to (I did when rereading!):

When I consider how my light is spent
Ere half my days in this dark world and wide,
And that one talent which is death to hide
Lodg'd with me useless, though my soul more bent
To serve therewith my Maker, and present
My true account, lest he returning chide,
"Doth God exact day-labour, light denied?"
I fondly ask. But Patience, to prevent
That murmur, soon replies: "God doth not need
Either man's work or his own gifts: who best
Bear his mild yoke, they serve him best. His state
Is kingly; thousands at his bidding speed
And post o'er land and ocean without rest:
They also serve who only stand and wait.
Milton, in meditating on his own God given skills ("that one tallent") wonders how he can say to God he used it to his best ability when he now is in a state of being unable to function in that gifting. But he is replied, quite simply: God has people and creatures who work and serve him, the great King of the Universe, and some of them serve God by standing and waiting. For me at the time, this poem helped me to see that in a time when what I wanted (pastoral ministry) wasn't happening any time soon, the waiting on God to lead was still of great value. The reality is: God doesn't need me. He hasn't been wringing his hands since the assent of Christ, waiting for Jacob Young to come on the pastoral landscape. God is served just fine, thank you, with out me, or any other created thing for that matter.

It is helpful to remember, that when it comes to being known by the King, being known is enough. And as for showing our love? Silence and stillness is a good option.

Sunday, September 13, 2009

I'm going to semenary...Tomorrow

Classes started this past week, but my class being on a Monday starts tomorrow. I'm just taking one class - Prolegomena to Theology (a.k.a. Introduction to Systematic Theology). As I've mentioned before in this series of posts, I'll be approaching seminary in a little less standard way - though I know I'm not the only part-timer there! I'm really looking forward to it. I don't know if anybody is particularly interested in my musings on this next step for me (and us as a family), but here are a few reflections that have washed through the creek of my mind lately:

  1. I mean, how cool is it to have a class, for 12 weeks, on theology, the doctrines of revelation and Scripture! It just blows my mind - I get to think with someone way learned on these things about how God reveals himself and his Word.
  2. In the last 6 months, particularly since we lost the baby, God's Word has become all the more precious to me. Not as though I devalued it, but it has become my meat and strength. More and more, I can't think without his Word guiding me because his word is truth and my sure and steady guide. So, to echo the above thought, how awesome is it to give serious thought to thinking about what God says about his Word. People complain that seminary can be aloof and not practical. I'm sorry, but how much more practical could you get than to give serious thought to learning what God thinks about his Word! Struggles in marriage, worldliness, lust, etc. all find their sure weapon of death in God's sure and certain Word - shouldn't we know what God thinks about it!
  3. I will be held accountable on the Last Day for this class. Yea, it's just some money and class time, but I'm dealing with God's things here, and I'm stewarding whatever giving God has given me to give particular attention to God's things, so I know he'll ask me what I did with the time when I stand before the throne. That means I take my time and study seriously. I'm not trying to just pass the class, or write passing papers. I'm seeking to redeem the time in such a way that God is my aim of honoring in this time.
  4. Time management is crucial. C.J. Mahaney's blogs on biblical productivity were incredibly helpful in helping me put my time needs into categories where "yes" and "no" became more discernible. I'll let the Spirit do the convicting on who should be reading this (ahem, the word starts with "e" and ends with "body"...). The demands of almost 50 hours of work per week (including drive time), being married (that's a 24/7 honor), a Christian (again, 24/7, devotion times, community group, church involvement, etc.), and other things (I've got a couple more responsibilities in my community group starting this fall) all mean that adding a class (class + drive + study = a 10-15 hour part time job) means I need to really beg for wisdom and exercise discernment on what we can and can't do. C.J.'s blogs helped give me the tools to work through my time management. Thankfully, that plus iCal makes this a lot easier to do. Now that the semester has started, the rubber hits the road now and means I need to be seeking to kill that sin I like so much: lazy ambivalence (pride in cool hang-out cloths).
  5. Class notes will be fun. I will not be using a computer in class, they annoy me and I think they dumb down one's class involvement (or at least to be gracious, they have the potential to do that). R. Scott Clark (our at Westminster Seminary California) has some helpful thoughts on computers in the class room here. I recommend them. What can I say, I'm old school on this one. I've developed a little note taking method for class, so we'll see how it goes.
  6. How cool is it to be taking this class! Yea, I know I've said that already, but it's exciting.
Pray for me if you think of it. I need lots of grace to be attentive to what God's given me to do this fall. Only God gets his to-do list done, and thankfully he's given me Jesus Christ to know that all my many sins that will be exposed and prodded during this time have been atoned for, and that through Jesus, by the power of his Spirit, I have the hope of love at his throne in the end, and power to change to hopefully do things in a way that honors him this semester.

Friday, September 4, 2009

The Four Books of the Augustolypse

I seemed to get in a mild reading groove in August and got through a few books I wanted to share some quick reviews of. I don't know how I managed it, but I picked good books, the kind that are helpful and not intellectual puke validated by a little bit of ink and binding.

Book #1 - Adopted for Life by Russel D. Moore
This book was simply phenominal. I don't stay up late or get up early to read through books, but this one hooked me. Dr. Moore approaches the issue of adoption on the board scope: the Doctrine of Adoption and our practice of adoption. The book, largely, isn't split in a Pauline way - doctrine first, practice second. He does start the book out by spending more time on the doctrine of adoption: "But when the fullness of time had come, God sent forth his Son, born of woman, born under the law, to redeem those who were under the law, so that we might receive adoption as sons" (Galatians 4:4-5). He presses the point at the beginning defending Paul's language of sonship - that in the ancient world, sons were the secure heirs while daughters could be married out of the family. This is important to note, not because men are better than women (which Peter does a good job of showing this clearly in 1 Peter 3:7), but that this is functional language about how positions in families work. One of Dr. Moore's major emphasis in the book is to stress that adopted children are actual children in equal standing as "natural children" in a family. Throughout the book he fluctuates between "Look at the Gospel and our adoption into God's family" and "This is how we do adoption of children into our families" almost always within the same paragraph. He helpfully draws how the Gospel really does bring us into God' family with full freedom of love and promises by our elder brother Jesus and how that effects even how we talk about our families. He does give helpful wisdom on how to move through the difficult/tricky aspects of life that come along with adopting children (i.e. How and when to tell them they were adopted and didn't come from mommy's belly, awkward questions of "Did he get that behavior from his actual parents?" or the idea that "I just really want children of my own, and then we'll adopt" - as though adopted children are semi-your-own). Honestly, for us, we do plan to adopt in the future, who knows when (I'm leaving that to the Spirit's leading). That said, the book, for me and my family, is important reading to clarify how we are going to think about our children ("natural" or adopted) and our family life in light of what the Gospel says about us: we once were rebels and aliens to God, and he brought us near by the life and work of his only Son so that we might be adopted and made heirs of the very one we once hated but now joyfully love. I highly recommend the book.

Book #2 - Notes from the Tilt-A-Whirl by N.D. Wilson
I read this book mostly because it's gotten a lot of hype lately. If you're not up on the hype, then you're out of the loop, and you should probably start thinking about changing the lunch-room table you sit at... I really enjoyed this book. Nate's aim is to look at the world under the pretext of the doctrine ex nihilo creation, and see God's grand story that's clearly presented before us in the world. I really found the book quite helpful and was deeply struck mainly by how he drew me to see in a clearer way than I had before, the depths of profundity bound up in Jesus upholding "the universe by the word of his power" (Hebrews 1:3). He approaches the book, not with a straight line, but crooked like, weaving and climbing like a painter over his canvas. Nate's intent is to paint a picture, not write a dissertation. For that I am deeply thankful. It is the sort of writing I have desired to read for a while - the type of reading that engages one existentially, as a whole being, sight, senses, intellect, heart. He takes on the philosophers in this book (calling them a few names here and there) and engages the atheist head on. The book itself is intended in many ways to be an apologetic to our age, and in my opinion, follows after the tradition of C.S. Lewis's Mere Christianity. He addresses the problem of evil (which he states is an emotional problem, not an intellectual problem). He helps us see God's grand story in creation and ultimately in Jesus. I appreciate this because many times talk of God's grand story miss the central figure: Jesus. If you want a taste of the book, check out these few posts from Justin Taylor's blog here, here, and here, and read Tony Reinke's review of the book here. Really, the book is just that good to just read it. It's engaging, and helpful, provocative and clear, doctrinal and entertaining. I've given the book to a guy at work who's not a Christian because I feel that as much as the book is helpful to Christian, like Keller's The Prodigal God, it's all the more helpful in making the glory of God in the Gospel clear and engaging to non-Christians.

Book #3 - When Helping Hurts: How to Alleviate Poverty Without Hurting the Poor...and Yourself By: Brian Fikkert and Steve Corbett
I really liked this book. I was asked to read this book by a friend in my church who's thinking through mercy ministry because he wanted me (for whatever reason) to help him in thinking through the subject. My tag line for my thoughts on the Gospel is that it deals with the Bible's call for engaging the needs and issues of poverty while upholding the centrality of the Gospel of Jesus Christ's substitutionary, reconciling death without falling into limp wristed, quasi-Utopian, liberal theology, and in that way believes in a bigger, stronger God than the pagan idol of the Liberals. This authors are deeply committed to the clear orthodox teaching of the Gospel, and from that seek to see poverty addressed from helpful angels. The book starts by showing how we were created to be in relationship with God, self, others, and creation, and show the effects of sin as causing rebellion and poverty in each of these areas. From here the go about showing that truly helpful mercy ministry, particularly that focused on poverty alleviation should be aimed in grace to help people restore these four areas, not just the money part. Moreover, because of the doctrine of common grace and the Gospel reality that God is working ahead of us in all situations, when we engage those in need (poverty in one of those four areas), we meet with people in whom God has already been working, and thus in whom there are already good things happening. Much of the work at this point is coming along side people to mutually help each other, potentially more focused on a particular need (i.e. X group's poverty). This relationship fosters healing and growth in our intended relationship with others (one can't help but think of race relations in America) and helps direct through conversations about what is already happening in a community ways to go about helping that will truly help people become self-sustained and prosperous (in the good way). For example, it ultimately hurts both parties when middle-class whites go through a poverty stricken poor neighborhood (often black) and distribute Christmas gifts. It shames the men who cannot provide for their families and perpetuates the sense that whites have it all (when the whites might not have the flick of faith that those that they are "helping" have). One of my "Amen brothers" parts of the book is where they take this view of helping the poor and aim it at the modern trend of "short term mission trips" - which ultimately hurt both the community in need and those being sent. However, the doesn't completely destroy them, he just helps us see why they really are based on false models of how to help. I highly recommend the book. Along the lines of what is talked about in it, you can get a taste of it from a recent interview on NPR's Speaking of Faith here (which is unrelated to the book, but related to the thrust of it). From that interview, one of the helpful points made there is that our ability to help those in need is our ability to colonize the "third world" today. Think about that for a moment. I really think before we continue in our attempts to follow Christ's example and model in helping the poor (a legitimate and serious call of the Gospel), we really need to listen to what Fikkert and Corbet have to say to us on the matter so that we engage wisely and bring more honer and glory to Jesus Christ.

(As a side note, this book helped solidify my appreciation for and agreement with Sovereign Grace Ministries' teaching and application of apostolic ministry. You can download and read through the booklet they've released on polity here, and their booklet on missiology here. In my view, the aim of applying this material to the advancement of the Gospel is pioneered by men with an apostolic calling to go into new areas, form relationships with the existing church there, to create healthy, open relationships so that appropriate means of help can be filter into an area without causing more damage with a view towards seeing the Gospel advance and heal, and not western notions of achievement and productivity.)


Book #4 - A Clear and Present Word: The Clarity of Scripture in a Confused World by Mark D. Thompson
So here we are the last book. In our present context, the cultural voice of the day says that we cannot have any certain, objective meaning in a text and that any interpretation of what something means is really just a projection of what we want to see. That is, we only read what we want to see, there is no authority on a text. With that said, Thompson does an outstanding job in answering the question: Can we know what God's Word says? The clarity of Scripture has deeper roots than responding to the attacks of postmodern scholarship on simple-minded believers. Think Luther and Rome here on the necessity of Tradition, and the Ancient Fathers against the Gnostics. Anyhow, the book is great. How can we be confident that God's Word is clear? Because God goes with his word. More basically, how do we know language is reliable in communicating meaning? Because it's apart of God's triniarian nature, and thus communication is fundamentally a gift of God, not a human tool that God co-opted. Thompson teaches us that "[t]there is never any suggestion that the incarnation makes a genuine revelation of God's mind and character more difficult, that flesh and blood, human mobility or human means of communication are somehow obstacles to overcome" (58). That is, when God spoke to us through his incarnate Son, Jesus word's were clear, precise in revealing God to us, and were entirely human. God's Word to us is clear because God goes with it, it is God's nature to speak (John 1:1), and it is his nature to be merciful and gracious. There really is not enough room here to do justice to the whole book, so if you're interested in a more thorough, chapter by chapter over view, check out Kevin DeYoung's review's here. This book was just so good, another one of those books I stayed up late reading. He really taught me deep truths and realities about God and his Word, which insights more affections and love for Jesus Christ. Personally, I find this sort of reading devotional in a way - engaging the mind, and infusing fire into my affections. He addresses issues of the Bible's view of itself and its clarity across the sweep of the Scriptures, and engages modern issues in hermeneutics and interpretation. If you're wanting a good book that engages many issues facing the orthodox doctrine of Scripture in our present age, I would highly recommend putting this on your short list.

So there you go, my four books of August. As I said, they just all happened to be good books so I thought I'd share. As we seek to think God's thoughts after him, let us continue to seek good books that will give us sure steps in following him.

In many ways I feel I've done each of these books a disservice in the brevity of each review, so if you'd like to hear more on any of them, please ask!